Friday, August 20, 2010

Scraps...

Right now I am looking for scraps of happiness and joy I can hold onto during this emotional hurricane I have been thrown into...

So I was so glad yesterday when Nathan kept down his breakfast, and then his lunch, and then his dinner...and was acting like a ying-yang at Grandmas...

The infirmary....

Which is great news since we have fun plans with friends tomorrow that I have been wanting to see, and I didn't want to cancel that...

And also exciting is that we have dinner plans with friends tonight, the babysitting all scheduled, and after the week I have had, I am pretty sure Chris will be driving...(hello Mr. Margarita...hello Mr. Merlot..if I wasn't already married....)

And how awesome is it that when I laid awake at four in the morning and the voices in my head wouldn't stop talking to me and the tears starting falling down again that I could turn to someone and just be held so tight and be reminded that I am loved...

And I so glad I have a good friend who doesn't care if I call her twice in one night bawling and rambling (much of which may have been inaudible) about my little problems..and who takes the time to listen and counsel and just be there...

scraps.  but good ones. 

3 comments:

  1. Sorry you are having a rough time. Two kids is a big change. It was a hard adjustment for a long time for us. Glad you have your friends Mr. Margarita and Mr. Merlot to visit with. :) Make friends with them for me, too!

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  2. The kids are the easy part of my life Kristy...its other...much older members of my family causing me much grief! thanks though for your thoughts....

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  3. I'm glad Nathan is feeling better and that we get to see you tomorrow! I hope today is a better day because you know tomorrow will be great--you get to see me :)

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