At church last weekend, somehow, in between the picking up and putting down of Evan, the request for a "drink" or "snack", and the dropping of books and toys on the floor, I managed to hear a little bit of what the homily was about.
I think it was pretty boring for the most part (sorry, this one was...) but what I do remember is the priest talking about how everyone is born, but some people in their lives are reborn. Maybe once, or twice, or more.
I feel as if I have been traveling on a path of change lately...one I have finally decided to accept. Its not really a path I wanted, which is why I fought it for a very long time. I think it is a path that God wants me to take, because He wants all of me, heart and soul, and He is fighting for me to let go...
I have so many things I am working on to let go of...some of them I put aside softly, gently...carefully....
Other things I am just tossing out the window and never want to see them again - I have to fight these - tooth and nail - to keep them away.
Have you ever tried to let go of something? -- a habit, a concern, a bad relationship? Spring and Lent is always a good time to try and get rid of some of the clutter.
Some people say it takes two times to develop a bad habit, but 21 times (or days) to develop a good habit. Another article I read said it can take 66 days to develop a good habit -- no wonder I struggle! I think I usually give up after three.
I will share one new habit I have started...and its probably been 66 days now...In January, I started eating breakfast. Everyday. For my entire life I pretty much have avoided it. Now I usually have a yogurt and a piece of fruit. Honestly, I really don't enjoy it...but I do think I think about it less...I go to work, get to my desk, and go, okay, where is my fruit/yogurt? So, I guess it is a habit now!
speaking of habits...Roary is licking the waste paper basket again. Cats have weird habits.