Tuesday, January 8, 2013
so, I have been listening to the weather about the "winter thaw" coming and here it is.
but, it seems to me that that is all that happens this year, a tiny bit of snow, and then it melts and/or rains.
This week will mark the third time that has happened this year.
Nathan, Evan and I went sledding on Saturday to a new hill - it was so fun! I forgot my camera but our friend took pictures which I will share when she sends them.
But, now I am bummed. as usual lately, the haters have won and the snow is melting. much too early to get into the soil.
sometimes I wonder a lot about why when you pray hard for something, it doesn't happen. I know there "is a reason"...but doesn't it tick you off that there "is a reason" and it just doesn't make any damn sense to you?
at least I know I should be honest with God, so I tell Him that. I am like, You know what, I get you get to control everything, and I get you let things happen for a reason, but this just plain sucks in my opinion and it pisses me off You didn't do anything about it!!!!
When I get like that with God, I have his image in my mind of Him smiling at me. Which sometimes makes me laugh and sometimes kind of ticks me off more. Its the kind of laugh a parent gives a child when the child really wants something that's not good for them and its just funny. Argh.